Wednesday, January 2, 2013

Big news people. I just found out that I am pregnant with baby #3. This will be our last baby and I am very scared and excited. We weren't trying for a baby, but I guess fate had another idea. Big Shock to say the least. Right now I am 5 weeks along and scared out of my mind. Our youngest is 2 and I thought she was going to be our last, so we got rid of ALL of our baby stuff. We have absolutely nothing. We also are living in a 2 bedroom house and we need to find a bigger place ASAP. I hope and pray that we can find something before baby comes. I have decided that we aren't going to find out the sex of this baby, or tell anyone any final names until the baby is born. So far I have been feeling great. A few queasy moments, but all in all great. I didn't have morning sickness with my other two children, so i'm not expecting it with this one. I'm sure I just jinxed myself. ha ha. Half of me is excited to be pregnant again (omg, i'm pregnant!), and half of me is scared to death. My sister and my brother both had babies that turned one last month and I completely forgot what it was like to even hold a baby until theirs were born. I felt like Mrs. Butterfingers holding a football. How was it so easy with my own?!?

I thought I was done making first birthday smash cakes for my own kids, but I guess there will be 1 more. I can't believe i'm going to be a mommy again. It is very surreal. I took the test last night and it came back positive, I then proceeded to cry for the next hour. My husband didn't want another child, but it takes 2 to make a baby right? He should have worn protection like I told him to. While crying I blubbered out "but we are almost done with diapers", and "please don't tell this child that I was hysterical" and "we only have 9 months to get Logan to behave". What a rollercoaster of emotions I went through last night. I lay in bed all night and tried to think of all of the things I have to do and get before baby comes. Trying to remember all of the things I learned with my other children. It is so easy to forget. Its only been 2 years, I should remember all of this, but I didn't. I have insane heartburn and was trying to remember if I could take tums. Turns out you can. Made lunch for my mom, including fish and a pasta dish. "can I eat fish"... turns out you can.

Oh my mom. So she is 51, and doesn't realize that she is getting older. She currently has a gall stone blocking, either her kidneys or liver. She has to have surgery in a couple of days to have her gall bladder removed. Yesterday she needed something down from the rafters in the shed, so she needed to climb on something to get it. Her "ladder" of choice was the garden mower. She stood on the cold metal hood, while wearing her snow covered slippers, and slipped off of the mower landing on my brothers motorcycle and taking it down with her. Later that day my little brother (17) had forgot that she fell and as she went to sit down in the lay-z-boy, he rocked it backwards to scare her. It scared her and she jerked, and broke her rib. She went to the ER today and got pain meds for her broken rib. Right now she is snoring in the chair next to me. What a lady.

That is what is going on in my house hold right now. Hope all of you are doing well.